So I've recently become totally addicted to playing Magic the Gathering. I love it! I'm not too great at it yet, but I enjoy it. I actually built a not half bad deck too! I can't wait to build my two special decks though. They're going to be beast! Happy happy happy.

On another note I fucking hate the postal service. I want my phone damnit!

The mind is a curious thing. Sometimes I can go whole days with out thinking much of anytihng. But then there are the days where every single memory I've ever had, good or bad, comes rushing back, causing an insane field of emotion to rush through me. And alot of the time it makes me feel like I'm in deep kimchi. (Good luck with that one)

Hmm.... I've officially decided that margaritas are ok, but I still don't like Tequila. I want vodka. Like, ALOT of vodka. Got drunk last night though with my brother. That was an interesting night. Super Bowl is tonight. I've no idea what I'm gonna do. I might just go hang out with my friend. Life is sooooo long right now. OOOOHHHHHHH GYPSY! If you read this love, I need you to message me as soooooon as possible! Is just something I wanna tell you. And let you know I miss you and am thinking of you ;] Love you Darling <3

I miss mah otter and mah Gypsy!!! One of the efw times I can actually get online and I've yet to see either of them...

Situation: Concert in Philidelphia. My favorite band ever.
Obvious solution: Drive up there to see them.
Complication: Checked websites everyday for tickets (Band's facebook, Band's website, Club's website.) Never saw anytihng about ttickets. Said "Fuck it, I'm going anyway." Drove the 8 hours one way. Waited in line for 2 more. Got turned away by the super retarded bouncers at the door because I didn't have a ticket. Tried explaining multiple times that I'd checked and checked and checked for tickets.
Outcome: Drove home 8 hoursa angrily in horrible holiday traffic with no sleep.

Ruined weekend? MOST DEFINITELY.

I have discovered a new way to obtain Music! A fabulous little bit of media player known as iMesh is now my best friend. It has successfully downloaded every bit of music on my computer, and easily allows me to download music that I've been looking for. I am sufficiently happy with this. It even has Caramelldansen!!!!!!!!!!!

So Tomorrw, (or today rather. October 8th) I am going to Radford University to hang out and party with my friend!!!!!!! I'm so excited! It's gonna be awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!

If love doesn't exsist, then how do we know? To some, they say it doesn't because of things they've experienced. Some say it's scientifically impossible. But that leads me to question everything about that logic. Any insight?

Between when I arrived home from running errands and now (which is me about to leave for work) I have been contacted by my ex. He wishes for us to meet for lunch to "catch up on the times." What he means by this, I've no idea, and for him (and being the type of man he is) it is VERY unusual for him to be contacting me at all, knowing how our relationship ended. So I am now thinking, repetedly, "What the fuck?"

I'm out of High School. Drama should no longer be a part of my life. My coworker's husband is cheating on her, my friend is all after this one guy and another guy wants her and blah blah blah, and then my other coworker tells me ALL of his girl trouble. My dad's never at home, being a cop, so when he's home he's anal, mom's got the business to run so when she's home she's bitchy as hell. They're always on my ass about something. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of everything lately. I want to scream, cry, break things, chew someone out, and even cut myself all at once. Life's a bitch.