To wait for a response I'll never receive.
I know I wont.
I never do.
Why do I fucking care,
Everything feels pointless.
I'm stuck in a dead end job that refuses to pay me what I deserve
I'm stuck in this house with bills that push me to the point of broke that I don't eat.
I can't afford to get to and from work..
I'm almost to the point of just sleeping in my car and crashing someone's house just to shower and whatnot..
I'm tired all the time..
I'm depressed...
I want so much to do something retarded...
I wont.. I never do..
But I want to see the blood dripping from my arm.. I want to watch it gather in drops and slide across my skin..
I want to drink myself stupid and forget everything..
I want to get fucked off my head on something...
But I wont. I never do. I never will.
I'm a wimp who worries too much about consequences.
So fuck me.
Fuck life.
I want to die.
Fallschirmfuchs
Cute...