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So Overthinking

Posted by funneemonkee - May 15th, 2011


So, overthinking can be a total bitch. I need to stop it. I'm thinking too deeply on things that don't matter much, and not deeply enough on things that are important. Why does my mind get overtaken in these dreams I've had? I don't understand some of them. Some follow the same basic premise, but someof them make no sense whatsoever. Some of them have caused me an insane amount of fears, some have caused me an insane amount of tears.. I don't know what to think anymore. Do I follow my dreams, as unrealistic as they seem? Or do I settle into something I'll probably hate? Do I start a family? Or say fuck it because of todays worls? I don't even know anymore. I know a few things that I want, but none of them are really looking like they're going to pan out. A few I know wont at all. Travel? College? Stay at home? Fall in love? Chase the moon? Try to catch a wave or a breeze? I don't even know what's realistic anymore. I just don't know what to do..


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Moaning at the internet is clearly the solution. Fuck all those people who solve their shit by going outside and dealing with it properly.

: /

I've tried going out and solving it. Everytihng I do ends up run into the ground for bull shit reasons,.

Do what you think is best. Something that you enjoy, and that would benefit you both spiritually and financially. Other than that, stay realistic, but keep your areas open, and don't be afraid to try new things.

Oh, and I'm sorry about what I was saying before...