Memories wash through my mind

My sanity has run out of time

I fight and kick and scratch and bleed

And hope my will I don’t exceed

These memories stuck in my head

They lift me up fill me with dread

I can’t handle this for very long

Everything is going wrong

I’m tired of holding in my tears 

I’m sick of fighting off my fears 

I just want a chance to breathe 

And not my consciousness exceed 

Can some one take away this pain 

That’s always fighting in my brain 

I can’t take this any longer 

I’m not getting any stronger…